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May. 5th, 2024 08:51 pmOOC INFORMATION
Player Name: Katie
Pronoun Preferences: She/her
Contact:
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Are you over the age of 18?: Yes
Invitation Link: here
Current Characters: n/a
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IC INFORMATION
Character Name: Neal Cassidy aka Baelfire
Species: Human
Canon: Once Upon a Time
Canon Point: 3x15, "Quiet Minds"
Character Age: Apparent age mid-30s, actual age 200+
CRAU: No
CRAU Explanation: n/a
Character Appearance: here
Powers and Abilities: none
What Did Your Character Wish For? his father to be alive again
What Potion Did They Receive? Scarlet
Did They Drink It? No
Character Questions:
1. Who is the person your character is most bonded with from their canon? Or who is someone they miss the most? His closest relationship is with his father. After his mother left when he was young, it was just him and his father for years. So much of what happened in those years was because of their connection. His father gained magic to keep Neal (then Baelfire) from being forced to join the army, and then Baelfire grew concerned about the effect that magic was having on his father. It was this concern that led Baelfire to find a way for them to go to a world without magic, although his father ended up breaking their deal and leaving him to fall through the portal to this land alone.
Still, even though his father changed, and chose magic over him, Neal loves him and is devastated when he dies. He's desperate to find a way to attempt to bring his father back, and will stop at nothing to do so.
Neal has been told that he is the light that keeps his father human.
The one he misses the most, however, is his son Henry. He only recently found out about Henry's existence, and has vowed to be a better father to Henry than his own father was to him. If he had known that Emma was pregnant when he betrayed her, he might have done things differently. He knows what it's like to be abandoned by a father, and wouldn't want that for his own child. What pains him most about the group returning to the Enchanted Forest is that Emma and Henry aren't there, he doesn't know if he'll ever see them again, and Henry doesn't even remember him. He has a lot of regrets in life, but the biggest one is that he wasn't able to be there for his son.
2. What are they most afraid of? He's most afraid of losing his family again. First his mother left, although he didn't know the truth of this until many years later, and then his father abandoned him too. Each parent chose someone or something over him, but at least he's had a chance to repair his relationship with his father. He won't get a chance to talk to his mother about what happened and why.
Later, he met Hook and his band of pirates, and lived with them on their ship for a time. Hook had a fatherly sort of role in his life, until Baelfire discovered the truth about what had happened to his mother, and that Hook had been using him for information on how to kill his father. Then Hook betrayed him too and handed him over to Peter Pan and the Lost Boys.
Then, as an adult, he wanted a future with Emma, and he ruined that too. Although he's responsible for the loss of a family in that case, he still lost something he had hoped for for so long.
Eventually he discovered that his fiancee had only been using him for her own purposes, to get close to magic, because she believed she was working for an organization that wanted to destroy it. She had recognized him as someone who knew something about magic, and figured that if she got close to him, that she would then come across other magic users (which, of course, she did). It doesn't help that when she admitted this to him, she also shot him and left him for dead.
Loss after loss, betrayals (some even caused by him), have been enough to leave him determined to do better, but just as he thought that maybe he could have the family he wanted, he lost it again, and he's determined to do whatever it takes to put it together again.
3. What is their weakness? Emotionally, mentally and physically? Sometimes he feels like he's not good enough. So many times in the past, he hasn't been good enough (because if he had been, then his parents wouldn't have abandoned him, right?). He even lets himself be talked in to poor decisions at least once because of it (when he abandoned Emma instead of working on some way that he could help her meet her destiny). Maybe he's just not meant to have those things. He hasn't been enough to make anyone happy, so what if Emma can't forgive him and give him another chance? It's no more than he deserves.
4. What would make them happiest? Finding a place that feels like home. Wherever it is, whoever the people there are, he hasn't had it for a long time, and it's really all he's ever wanted. It's like he told Emma, when you have it, you just know. He could have had it with Emma. They planned to look for it in Tallahassee. Then his past caught up with him, and he ruined his future. But that doesn't mean he stopped looking.
5. What’s their type for a lover? Someone a lot like Emma Swan. Someone who will see his flaws and not care, or discover that he has a history of doing things that are not exactly legal and stick around anyway. Honestly, just someone who makes it apparent that she loves him, considering his tendency to be left behind by others.
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Player Name: Katie
Pronoun Preferences: She/her
Contact:
Are you over the age of 18?: Yes
Invitation Link: here
Current Characters: n/a
Link to Permissions: n/a
IC INFORMATION
Character Name: Neal Cassidy aka Baelfire
Species: Human
Canon: Once Upon a Time
Canon Point: 3x15, "Quiet Minds"
Character Age: Apparent age mid-30s, actual age 200+
CRAU: No
CRAU Explanation: n/a
Character Appearance: here
Powers and Abilities: none
What Did Your Character Wish For? his father to be alive again
What Potion Did They Receive? Scarlet
Did They Drink It? No
Character Questions:
1. Who is the person your character is most bonded with from their canon? Or who is someone they miss the most? His closest relationship is with his father. After his mother left when he was young, it was just him and his father for years. So much of what happened in those years was because of their connection. His father gained magic to keep Neal (then Baelfire) from being forced to join the army, and then Baelfire grew concerned about the effect that magic was having on his father. It was this concern that led Baelfire to find a way for them to go to a world without magic, although his father ended up breaking their deal and leaving him to fall through the portal to this land alone.
Still, even though his father changed, and chose magic over him, Neal loves him and is devastated when he dies. He's desperate to find a way to attempt to bring his father back, and will stop at nothing to do so.
Neal has been told that he is the light that keeps his father human.
The one he misses the most, however, is his son Henry. He only recently found out about Henry's existence, and has vowed to be a better father to Henry than his own father was to him. If he had known that Emma was pregnant when he betrayed her, he might have done things differently. He knows what it's like to be abandoned by a father, and wouldn't want that for his own child. What pains him most about the group returning to the Enchanted Forest is that Emma and Henry aren't there, he doesn't know if he'll ever see them again, and Henry doesn't even remember him. He has a lot of regrets in life, but the biggest one is that he wasn't able to be there for his son.
2. What are they most afraid of? He's most afraid of losing his family again. First his mother left, although he didn't know the truth of this until many years later, and then his father abandoned him too. Each parent chose someone or something over him, but at least he's had a chance to repair his relationship with his father. He won't get a chance to talk to his mother about what happened and why.
Later, he met Hook and his band of pirates, and lived with them on their ship for a time. Hook had a fatherly sort of role in his life, until Baelfire discovered the truth about what had happened to his mother, and that Hook had been using him for information on how to kill his father. Then Hook betrayed him too and handed him over to Peter Pan and the Lost Boys.
Then, as an adult, he wanted a future with Emma, and he ruined that too. Although he's responsible for the loss of a family in that case, he still lost something he had hoped for for so long.
Eventually he discovered that his fiancee had only been using him for her own purposes, to get close to magic, because she believed she was working for an organization that wanted to destroy it. She had recognized him as someone who knew something about magic, and figured that if she got close to him, that she would then come across other magic users (which, of course, she did). It doesn't help that when she admitted this to him, she also shot him and left him for dead.
Loss after loss, betrayals (some even caused by him), have been enough to leave him determined to do better, but just as he thought that maybe he could have the family he wanted, he lost it again, and he's determined to do whatever it takes to put it together again.
3. What is their weakness? Emotionally, mentally and physically? Sometimes he feels like he's not good enough. So many times in the past, he hasn't been good enough (because if he had been, then his parents wouldn't have abandoned him, right?). He even lets himself be talked in to poor decisions at least once because of it (when he abandoned Emma instead of working on some way that he could help her meet her destiny). Maybe he's just not meant to have those things. He hasn't been enough to make anyone happy, so what if Emma can't forgive him and give him another chance? It's no more than he deserves.
4. What would make them happiest? Finding a place that feels like home. Wherever it is, whoever the people there are, he hasn't had it for a long time, and it's really all he's ever wanted. It's like he told Emma, when you have it, you just know. He could have had it with Emma. They planned to look for it in Tallahassee. Then his past caught up with him, and he ruined his future. But that doesn't mean he stopped looking.
5. What’s their type for a lover? Someone a lot like Emma Swan. Someone who will see his flaws and not care, or discover that he has a history of doing things that are not exactly legal and stick around anyway. Honestly, just someone who makes it apparent that she loves him, considering his tendency to be left behind by others.
Samples: Link to 1 sample with at least 5 comments from you in a singular thread with one another character. Here.